Prayer Request
I want to thank all the people who were kind enough to pray for me last night. I'm still struggling with saddness and depression, not to diminish all those who are 100 times worse off than myself. Even when I was really close with God years ago, I always had a dull saddness, something missing.
I have been single and not had a girl friend or wife for the last 18 years (I've never been married). In my mind this has been a constant longing, but just never happened for a variety of reasons. I'm 40 and I'm convinced it will never happen, so I'm hoping God will free me from this desire. I struggle mightily with adult websites and I feel worthless in my shame like a drug addict regretting every time they try to and end up getting high.
Please pray for me, I'm so lost and numb.
by derek Pray 8 people prayed for this
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