I'm praying for you! God doesn't think you're ugly or dumb at all. You are absolutely amazing to him. Lean on him during this time. And just remember that it doesn't matter what the world thinks of you because you mean everything to God. Keep praying and stay strong:) I'm here for you too!

Do not letothers bring you down lift yourself up to our heavenly father for he has great plans for you and know he has picked someone for you just as great as you are put your troubled in the lords hands I am hear for you sister in Jesus Christ name I pray

If you are not married Jesus will not be able to help until you stop sinning.
First off you have to realize that if you accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior you are a new creature in Christ. From your writings I can see that you do not know who you are in Christ. What your husband thing doesn't matter at this point what Christ thanks matters. What your husband is doing to you is evil. These are the same tactics that pimps use of hookers to control them breakdown their self-esteem and make them believe you're ugly and make them believe that.  According to the word of God your husband should love you like Christ loved the church but it's obvious he doesn't. So my advice to you is seek Jesus draw close to him and he will draw close to you remember he gave his life for you so that you could have salvation draw near to him find your place in Christ.  But if you are not married and living with him Jesus can not help until you repent and stop sinning if you are married do as I have said.

Sorry for the use of wrong words using a speach to text program that is not working so good

You are amazing to the lord, Just put that at the back of your mind. And please stop thinking wat people say, I can only image ur hurt but the lord sees you has a beautiful person in and out......the lord won't leave you now that you need him the most..... please trust the lord.....

You think that way because of the people you surround yourself with. Surround yourself with better people and try new things that will bring you joy :)