Lord help me you know ive prayed about this issues alot the last couple of days, i feared man instead of you, feared the enemy istead of you, i knowingly committed this sex sins so u know my fear, show me the goodness Lord Jesus of you show me your not a vindictive punishing God show me YOUR FULLNESS MERcY and GRace, LOVE and the LOVE and care you have for me, help, me lord heal me, i give you my worrys doubts fears stand stillness in the face of fear and help me do what is right!, Jesus i give you this fear and knowlegement of you punishing me and not so much you punishing me but in general of catching a dieases that i very muchly dont want i wanna live and i want the life Jesus you always intending and blessed for me! In your name Jesus i give you everything amen