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Dear God, I am all alone in this world without a soul. You and my sweet devoted cat, who is my baby, are all I have. I am so scared and am losing hope fast.

After a 22 year marriage and being closest to one another for 30 years my serial cheating adulterous husband completely blind sided me acting like everything was fine and even telling me he loved me on one day and then abandoning me the very next day for his two mistresses that knew he was a married man, although he is the one that broke his marriage vows to me. On that awful day he sent me a text saying he wasn't coming home anymore and then shut his cell phone off not answering when I tried contacting him as I fell apart from that shock. He met one of his mistresses in a hotel that night. And he did this just one week before our 22nd wedding anniversary and right before the holidays too. I was crushed.

Since then he has been absolutely horrible to me...completely unremorseful, smug, arrogant, heartless, cold-blooded and truly evil with me. He actually joked and laughed about the 26lbs I lost from the shock of it all when I couldn't hold food down in the 2.5 weeks following what he did to me --As I was slender to begin with, I went down to the weight I was when I was 14 years old. After that he filed for a divorce to be with one of his mistresses (although I have learned he also cheats on her with the 2nd one that he was cheating on me with--a real piece of work this man is and, no surprise, he is a non-believer) and now he is trying to ruin my credit that he road the coat tails of for decades because he had destroyed his own years ago when I paid off his debts with my income at that time and now he will ruin me financially too (we are not well off and have more debt [mortgage under water] than assets since he also went thru our small bank account too.

I am currently out of work albeit I've been trying so hard to find something decent with medical benefits that I am about to lose with this divorce but no luck yet and I am now so horribly afraid that he may actually ask the court that I be evicted from our small home as he can afford to be here while I can't right now and despite all the evidence I have of his affairs it's useless as we live in a no-fault state so none of what he did matters to a judge here and he has also lied to everyone in his circle not revealing to them that he serial cheated on me, nor about everything else he did to erode and destroy our marriage all these years. No one knows the truth about him but me and his mistresses who don't even know about each other!

I am losing hope, I find it harder and harder to cope and to get the things done that I must do, like the massive amount of divorce paperwork I must submit in 2 days. I am paralyzed with fear and my spirit is so broken and beaten down, that's why I can seem to do any of the things I desperately need to deal with right now. I am more focused on my fear of being homeless and maybe even losing my sweet baby cat too (we are both incredibly bonded to one another--I won't survive this if I lose him too) and my husband is evil enough to try to take him away from me too just to exert his control and power over me--not because he really cares about my cat. He can have it all, furnishings, household items, furniture if it means my keeping my cat in exchange. Animal lovers will understand what I mean with this and since you created these wonderful creatures that bring so many of us so much joy and comfort, I know you understand why I feel so strongly about this and about him and why I always thank you for sending him to me some years back. If I were to find out that my sweet cat has only 3 months to live I would still give it all up to my evil husband just to have those 3 months with my furbaby. Had it not been for his unconditional love and sweetness and companionship I never would've made it through all the pain this past year. I owe him so much. I can't have him taken away from me and I'm so scared about that too--actually more than about anything else in this situation.

Dear God, Please send me the courage I desperately need to do the things I must and now. Please lift me up somehow! As I just can't seem to myself. Please also send me a financial miracle so that I am not at the mercy of my monsterous mentally-disordered sociopathic narcissistic serial cheating evil husband. And send him a conscience and a heart so he doesn't destroy my life anymore than he has already. Please help me along my path and make the rest of my life's journey actually turn out to be the best of my life's journey after all. Let there be a silver lining amongst all this pain & heartache and please make sure my sweet cat and I remain together for the rest of either of our lives. Be with me God and please help me. I need you now more than I ever have in my entire life to see me through all that I still face with this and to provide me with a good and happy outcome at the end of this divorce and a new better happier life thereafter.

Thank you God and I love you!



by Anonymous

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