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Dear lord I feel like I have to do everything at once but just knowing u r there for me is a lot to take In I know u didn't abandoned me but was working on me to change because I was never going to unless it was intense and traumatizing. I don't think like I used to but I'm still new to this and hope to get better at figuring out your plans for me or if not figuring out if me being transgender and letting love lead me rather than fear is enough to make u smile. I truly believe you will use me as you please I'm just going to have to get better at listening to what exactly that is. You knew I would rush to find out and rush to heal myself but it's still an ongoing process that I finally see what u were doing instead of focusing on what I lost. I pray for strength and I never asked for this but only you know why it had to be this way. I'll trust in you lord and let faith that u will always love me no matter what so that ur love for me will in turn come out of me so I can feel the joy I felt when I wasn't perfectly living my life for you but I still had that faith and love inside me and ppl felt it I just didn't know what I had til I lost it and I'm going to do my best not to lose faith in you again. The voices will try again I know but just send your guidance in your word and the people you send in my life to keep me on track and always remember that u will never leave me side as long as I keep the faith and believe in you

by Twyla

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