Please pray for me. A few years ago I lost my job. I also had something on my background saying I was scribe fraud military duty which was wrong as I have never been in the military ever. It prevented me from getting a job because employers thought I would be going to military duty anytime. As I was struggling with all if that I ended up having panic attacks and I'm living with my unsaved mom who called a phyciastrist to tell her I was suicidal they ended up calling the police and the police officer was very rough with me at yelled at me, "talk to your mom". "talk to your mom". I had no idea why he was telling me that and it made no sense. I hav never been in trouble with the law ever. So at this point I just told the cop to take me down to the station cause I had no idea what I did. But I figured he would stop yelling at me if I went with him.
I got in his car and he started laughing at me and said you don't have to come with me. I said honestly suit I have no idea why you were treating the way you were. So the police officer said okay. He wrote up some type of report and took me down to the county mental hospital.
That place was the scariest place I have ever been in my entire life. When I got there they told ne to change my clothed into thier suit. Then they took me into this little room and told me to sign on a piece of paper someone name who will be responsible fot my care. I was shocked they said that. I told them iam responsible for my car I don't want to put Anyones name down let me call a lawyer. I thought the cop Falsely put me in there. They keep me overnight would let me make a phone call. I ended up losing my job for not showing up the next day.
The doctor ended up diagnosing me as bipolar depression. This was so wrong. The pills made me shaky and feel dizzy.
To this day I have no idea why that wad slowed to Reyes calling lawyers abc they have told me there is no way if fighting what the police did to me although it seemed so unfair.
I'm wondering if this has happened to anyone else. My best friend ended up serving me with a restraining order after this. I never did anything diets to her she said that she doesn't want to see me unless I take medication. My friend and I went to bible college together she was supposed to support me through this. I didn't go to the court hearing ad I believe in what 1 corinthians said about not taking your brother or sister to court. So the restraining order was automatically accepted against me. It's been over the restraint time but my friend still won't talk to me. :-(
This was all so shocking. I though God was calling me into full time ministry before this all happened now everyone around me just treats me like an idiot.
I wish this never happened to me. I felt like I
Was followed around by police. After that incident. I was so freaked out. I told this all to my pastor and he told me to take medication although before he would teach against the abuses of phyciatry. Can't spell that word. Now I have no friends. I'm surrounded by nonchristians. I used to go to a close knit bible study. This seems like twighlight zone to me as everyone around me has changed thier beliefs overnight.
Please pray for me I don't know what to do. :-(
wow! I'm sorry that happened to you. God see all your struggles