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Father first and foremost i give you all the honor and praise. Thank you for my family, my mom, dad, brother and other relatives. Thank you for the blessing of life in the land of the living. Thank you for keeping us safe as we slept through the night and faced another day on Earth with the ills of the devil. May we continue to be strong and seek your face father God.

Today i faced the first possible setback that the road to motherhood can bring. I underwent insemination to try to conceive a child. At 31 with only one ovary i knew the cards were stacked against me, but my faith allowed me to dismiss the naysayers and trust in God. I didn't think i would be able to afford the procedure and through prayer the lord sent a company bonus my way. Now that i've completed my first round of insemination, i was told to wait 14 days before taking a test. To my surprise three tests were negative.


Though it may be still too early for the pregnancy hormone to show up, i am devastated. I got really sad and a little angry and asked God why me? I have always helped care for the children of my relatives and i love them and share in their joy as if i gave birth to them. I cry and genuinely take delight in the smiles, milestones and achievments of children and people i am familiar with as well as strangers i see in passing. So many harm and neglect children and i never would. They would have a loving and spirit-driven home to share with me.

My heart has always yearned for a family of my own. I have yet to be blessed with a family of my own. Though the blessing of life and my caring and supportive family has always been my rock, i can't help but want my own. My heart is breaking and my spirit is weeping. The devil gives gifts too but only GOD CAN GIVE LIFE. The devil is trying to tell me that i should give up and make peace with the three negative results, but something in my spirit is telling me to just be patient. I plan on waiting a few more days before testing again. I need the strength of the almighty to get through this. My disappointment lies within me. I can't bare to show others how awful i feel. May God deliver me from this despair and help me to fulfil my dream of being a mother.



by Nicole J.

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