Matt i don't know you know what you are weak about & as far as your heart being black i seriously doubt that & as far as the devil being your dictator God is the Life of your life. Don't know you at all, but I can almost bet you are strong , you have a heart of Gold & God is the one the runs your life. Matt whatever is causing you to say this just know that none of what you say is true. God see's you as a good person. Were not perfect but he loes you just the way you are. I have a prayer eamil set up for people to send me their prayer requests & then i will answer them back by me praying for them. My prayer email is [email hidden from spammers] & if you need to talk email me at [email hidden from spammers] & you can email me anytime, anyday, no matter the hour. Please do not get discouraged if i don't answer you right away, jut know it probably means i'm busy but just know that i will always get back to you. Please Look towards the heavens & grab God's hand for he lovesss you so much & he awaits for you so he can help you through it all. Always remember through Christ Jesus you are STRONG & YOU HAVE A HEART OF GOLD. Stay positive! God Bless You Matt! Your in my Prayers! I'm Here if you need prayer or just someone to talk to. In Christ Jesus, Danielle

STAY STRONG & DON'T LET SATAN WIN! BE STRONG IN GOD. HE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU! HE FORGIVES YOU MATT! AND HE LOVES YOU TOO! IN CHRIST JESUS, DANIELLE

Is their anything to hard for God? No!!!! God is able!!!! Refocus the negative thoughts and think positive thoughts. Read the word. The word of God will quench your thirst and give you peace of mind. Darkness can not dwell where there is light. The word is LIGHT. My prayers are with you.