Wow, I'm so lost, felt this way my whole life! I'm done, always working hard for nothing! I often thought I'd rip the rewards of my labor, but everything comes to complete failure! Everything I do, going to church, reading the word, trying to do what's right, and nothing! Always had so much faith, hope, and love, but for what? Please pray for me, Pablo, god knows my prayer, that he will grant me the desires of my heart!