Lord, i really do think and understand that this relationship is over. Its so unhealthy but at the same time i believe that he is my first love. I waited for this paraying to you and now all i feel is hurt and deserted. He isnt a person of you. Hes someone i have tried helping but he has continuously rejected all of the advice i give him over and over again. He has been doing illegal things for many years and i dont feel good being around it. Everytime i think i feel better i start to feel worse. I dont know how to get over it. I want to put you first. I have backslide enough to last me the rest of my life. I pray that you guide him and watch over him bc he never listens to me. He has so much potential but i have a feeling that his presence in my life has passed. I want to be an example and help but i dont want to be giving and then he practically throws it back at me and then im sad and he doesnt care. Please help him to fix himself before its too late. Ive been in his life for a reason this long. Time was never wasted i believe. Please forgive me for fornicating with hin knowing he isnt my husband and probably will never be. Please help me in every way you have and in every way you will. Im begging you because this hurt does not feel good.
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