Heavenly Father I know I have not talk to you in a while I've been going through so much especially with my relationship with Steven I love him so much God and I don't want to lose him but he has hurt me to the Core I don't need you to make him realize and make him feel the pain that I'm going through I need you to make him understand where I'm coming from and what he's doing behind my back isn't right because I know something else is going on and right now I'm so hurt and in so much pain, it's to the point where I can't take it anymore and I need you to help me heal my broken heart and take away this unbearable pain that I'm going through this man has really hurt me so bad and this man don't even realize the things that he's doing to me and the way he's talking to me I feel like there's somebody else in his life and that's why he been acting so nasty towards me. Father God I need Steven to realize that what he's doing is wrong and how he treated me is wrong and if there's nobody else in the picture then why is he
treating me like this, but the way he has been acting towards me it's his actions that showing me that it is somebody else so now father God I need you to give me the strength and The Willpower that I need not to call him or not to text him, make him reach out to me. I truly believe last night everything that I stayed at my mouth was the truth and that he knew it and that's why he didn't say anything back to me and that's why he didn't tell me that was wrong he's probably with this woman right now he's probably talking to her right now and that the part that is killing my soul and Breaking My Heart .
Father God I really need you to bless me with your willpower and strength I need not to text him or to call him especially after the conversation that we had last night that continued over into the morning. And the things that he said to me was so hurtful but it showed me how he really feels about me.
Father God I need you to take away this pain
Father God I need you to make him realize that what he said to me was wrong
And he owes me an apology
Father God please give me the strength not to call him or text him
Father God please bless me with Steven calling me back to talk