Number 1! Jesus loves u sooo much he died for u! Even if u had been the only 1!!! Secondly he DOES have a plan and purpose for your life!!! Yes YOU! He has a "specific" calling on your life!!! You see tge thing is most people dont seek this out!!! Jeremiah 29:11-13 stays, "For i know the plans I have for YOU says tge Lord. Plans of peace and not of evil to give you a FUTURE and a HOPE!". This is the Lord speaking this too you. And the background of that statement made was when the children of Israel were in captivity because of thier sin against God and thier land was being destroyed by thier enemies. And to save thier lives they had to go into captivity for 70 years! But in the *midst* of that tine God had a plan for them and it was GOOD!!! He would STILL bless them in it! And then later on it goes on to say he will bring them out of this land and back to thier own and he will punish thier enemies for what they did to then after!! Ezekiel 36! So seek God for direction!! And this direction is found in the bible. A book written by holy men of God moved and empowered by the spirit of God to write Gods words. Preserved and kept through centuries and PROVEN to be Gods word by prophetic foretelling of events that actually took place! That PROVES the words are Gods! I would suggest you open you bible or go online www.biblegateway.com or www.blueletterbible.org and read tge book of Jeremiah for yourself asking God to speak to you abd tell you what he wants out of your life then read the book of john in the new testament! Get a pen and paper handy by your side abd write down those verses that you know Gods spoken to you!!! Think about this who else besides God has the ultimate answers for your life and cares about you! He created u!!! Just sine food for thought! Praying you do this I know you'll be blessed! Done people do a chapter a day and other just read until they know they have heard from God for thier personal life! Sometimes it's just the first verse that u read! God bless you and I'm praying you come back and share with me what Gods showing you in fact email me if u need prayer or have and questions. [email hidden from spammers]! God bless you!! Also the blueletterbible website I posted has commentaries by biblical pastors on books of the bible if you ever wanna dig deeper into a verse that is confusing or you would just like more information click on the commentaries and they will hopefully have more information for you! And get yourself to a church! And get involved praying asking God where he wants ya!!