Lord, this is perhaps the hardest trial I have ever faced. One thing I know for certain, and that is: You are here. You never abandon your children. Thank you for you mercy, compassion and your steadfast love that endures forever and ever. I ask now, please continue to give me the strength that I need as the I wait a month to get on a plane and fly to Indiana to see the specialist. Lord I am asking you for healing. I know you can do it. You created this body and you know every component. Lord I am also asking for your wisdom. Lord more than anything though, I ask that you would use me where you have me; let me not waste this time. You use all things for good. I know I am only truely happy when I am serving you my beautiful LORD. Amen