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I'm scared. Scared I'm not a good enough christian for God. The past year has been so tough; my daughter was drugged and raped and we can't prove it because the guy was 17 and his mother will not let him talk to the police. I have always said if someone ever hurt my daughter I would kill them and I feel like he has gotten away with it and i have let my child down. I get so angry sometimes and want to hurt him like her hurt her. He took something from my child and i hate him for that. She was innoncent before he did this to her. She cried when me and asked me was she a slut for it happening, was I mad at her. I told her it wasn't her fault, she was given alcohol and drugs and even so when ahe said no he should have stopped. My husband and I have seperated after 30 years and before he never wanted to talk or fix anything and because he shut me out and would not communicate with and our daughter for a week. And when he did this something in me changed and I know my feelings are wrong but I don't want to be with him- we have never been emotionally close because he doesn't talk about things and I'm not physically attracted to him. Before our separation I would tell him I needed him to pray with us, to do Bible study with us, he went to church on Sunday but that was it, we had no close we family friends and we would tell him we wanted friends to do things with but he never would. Now that we are separated he still will not talk about things, even us. He now reads his bible by himself. He only goes to early worship and not Sunday school. I have left our church and my daughter and I are visiting another church, but we have not gotten involved. I miss being involved but my daughter is shy and stand offish. I encourage her but do not want to pressure her and turn her against church. I feel guilty that I didn't protect her and this guy hurt her and violated her and there is nothing I can do. She has seen him once since and I'm sure on social media. I have not been tithing the way I should, or helping others the way I should, my prayer life is almost nonexistent, I sporatically read my Bible. I just can't seem to get committed. I am lonely for friends. I have never had this problem but because we didn't have any close knit Family friends, I don't have any close friends because I would stay home for the most part. I just feel lost and inadequate to be accepted by Christ as I should be feeling as a child of God.



by Anonymous

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You are the Apple of God's eye. So is your daughter. Praying for you both.

Jomac | on Feb 26, 2015

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