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I don't know if im asking for prayer or right now i just need a place to vent. I met my husband last year. 3 minths after meeting we were married. Hes a good guy easy going... completely different from how i am. Some thing inside me hates him so badly. But what? I find myself getting so angry with him so quickly. And im always threatening him with the topic of divorce... in 3 months well be expecting our second (his first child). I feel angry unhappy and like giving up. When hes not around me i miss him and think good of him. When he's near i want him removed from my site. I dont know what to feel. My daughter's already been calling him dad, my family loves him, his mom who fears flying will be traveling to see us all the way from Turkey next year. Im so confused. I even think about suicide or running away and living alone like I'm used to. I thought I'd be happy in a marriage and he's given me no reason not to be. I don't know whats wrong with me but ive been controlling, angry and so mean. I'm lost confused and so unsure. I want this to fix itself or just go away. Im tired of fighting



by Anonymous

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I understand your situation. I had the very same thing in my marriage. With me, it was a control issue. If someone didnt think or act or respond to a situation the way I would i would get so upset. It took me long time to figure it out because it was so subtle. A self rightious attitude on my part. When we get angry or irratated so quickly, God is bringing our unGodly characters to the surface to be delt with.

Anonymous | on Dec 14, 2014

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