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Lord I lost my mine I wasted a year of my life of being in my house all the time, idk what happened I took advantage of having my "first" year off from school that I just slept and never woke-up..I don't have anything going for myself.no friends,don't text the "ones" I have, noone probably even knows I excise anymore, lord I'm leathery home everyday I never knew my life could ever get this meaning less,maybe I lost track of what was important over a "boy" also lord yes "him" again..lord I noticed that you blessed me since I "believe" in you I seen you so much through the past month's, but through all the "good" things I can not say that me being home for a hole month not being out at once is "healthy"..lord the bad thing is I don't mind my own company I'm sure nobody does but I don't believe "all the time" lord I have many dreams but I rather think of em then live em and I'm the worst procrastinator in the world, I say in gonna do something and eather it never gets done or it takes me a "year" to finnaly do what I said, I have not lived this year I had no social life, lord please don't make "this" year like this at all, lord you bliss me and I could feel you but I really need you to give me the streath to trun my life "around" and get things back to "normal" I have not had "sense" in forever..lord I'm afraid of my life if I cantuel on this path ill eather be died or a bum on the street, people are moving on and I wanna move on too I'm ashamed that I did what I did, but I'm not going to hate myself all I can do is move on..lord my birthday is in a week I can't believe ill be 22 I feel old but life doesn't stay the same "time" happens. I guess I could possibly have a content year since right before I'm at this age I'm finnaly looking in the mirror knowing my behavior needs to change refecting on this hole year,i even wrote a new song when before it was so hard , maybe that's you blissing me when thing got too' ugly.. lord overall give me strength give me sense, trun my life around, and I don't wanna go back to 1 year ago or before because I still had "problems then too" I want more I want to be a normal happy 22 year old,lord forgive me for my sins I wanna be saved..in Jesus name Amen! Ahmed



by Lost beauty

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Lost beauty | on Oct 05, 2014

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