Prayer Request


I really seek.miracles in life. I have been in a relationship for four years, and its so bad that now im.being accused of being a cheater and a lier. There is nothing else that i.can do to.help, they are addicted to crystal meth as well,the more i tell them detailed explanations in.how never i havent ever cheated it.seems like it.goes no where, i feel stuck,lost helpess, confused, and.in pain, and the worst thing about it is that i actually do love this person deely, but ever since i started to work.alot they
started to assume.bad things of me. They assume i can do things at any moment and thats sad sad because the only moment i have away from the person im with is when i go to work, plus im.on GPS tracking while at work, Now im.at a point in which i dont know what to do, theres always a lot of fights, arguments, also while im at work im harrassed and accused of being with people instead of actually being at work,it hurts like no other specially because i try my.best to help this person out in any way i can regardless how.evil they are, and sometimes i feel like im against the jezel spirit, because everything a narcissist person would act like that. Im told that they wish i lost my.job,my car, my mom, and any supprt that i may have. They start wishing death on me and it goes on and on , all i gotta say is i need you LORD JESUS to intervene.like never before for me. Because i need you now more than.ever. i cry daily out of helplessness and.loneliness. and because of.pain that only i know how.it feels . I usually.go to work sad and.hurt, lately i have had to cover up bruises on my face. I wish for miracles, heres no more trust or love at all coming towards me, im just moving and trusting a person who doesnt even dare to want.to acknowledge my efford to work.hard and do ny best for us , i have been through alot of tears, a lot of sadness a lot of loneliness , and after all these accusations, i had wished the lord would have blessed me.with at least one person.who knows my pain, but stil here suffering because of. My own will for still wanting to love and help someone who rather accuse me.of a bunch of false things, and its sad,i wish no one this but i do.with that you jesus will rule over tje jealousy, hate,envy, and all the false accusations, and im greatful to say i have been a strong and faithful man in my relationship regardless if i have been with no support from them at all, regardless of what i have been accused of, and im proud to say that i can say how tough it is to love and endure for a long times faithfully and.now i need help from angels, from God, from Christ, and from you holy spirit, please touch my life and the life of the individual im with touch there mind, conscious, soul, and body, and detoxify them fromthe.influence of satan of crystal meth and.from.the manipulation.of.any unclean spirirt , im.jesus name amen

And i also plead the.blood.of.jesus oer my.home, my mind, ny ears, my soul, over my finances, and.over every spirit trying to cause poverty, chaos, and.violence in my.home, deal with the herts of.those who.need to be delt with in.jesus name amen !!!!!



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My mom is an addict I know that's not the same type of relationship but I do know how deeply it hurts (words just don't do it's justice) to see someone you love so much go through things like that or blame and hurt you...and at the same time you want to love and support them and not leave...but i can tell you that's usually the best thing you can do for an addict that you love...to get out of the relationship and take care of yourself. Tough love, putting your foot down and separating yourself can be the best way open their eyes that they need help. Otherwise you're just enabling them to go on living the way that they are. Something that I've learned is God's miracles aren't always how we expect. We tend to hope for God to work big,instant miracles..He works them everyday but usually in ways we don't notice. He can make things happen instantly but in order for Him to work we have to do our part too. Sometimes that's hard...it may mean that God wants to to end the relationship...as hard as that would be, it may be the first step in wanting overcome his addiction. Another miracle God might give you is the strength to do the right thing...but you have to make that first step though. A miracle may be someone on here that is praying for you. They may not always be recognizable like the miracles we think of from the Bible...but they are always great if God brings them about!Seek help from a Church and support groups and get yourself away from the relationship.The best thing you can do for yourself and the one you love is to get yourself safe where you can focus on your spiritual, physical and mental health and also be praying for the one you love. Sometimes we just have to love people from a distance and praying for them is the BEST thing we can do!! Also prepare yourself that the healing. process for the addicted is a long process...it is possible of course just long and very hard. I say that because for years i had unrealistic expectations that my mom could quickly recover from her addiction and it just made it even harder for me because i kept getting disappointed. Also be prepared that those addicted tend to make promises that they will change (especially if you say you're leaving) but end up breaking those promises. If you choose to leave prepare your self by researching before hand about addicts and know that it will be hard but you rely on God's strength and put your foot down to do what's best for the both of you! Continue to seek God's guidance.I'm praying for you I know that all has to feel completely unbearable I promise you God is capable of pulling you through!! If you can look up the songs by the Christian band Tenth Avenue North "Times" and "By Your Side"

Romans 15:13
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit

Isaiah 41:10 Do not fear for I am with you, do not be dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.

Anonymous | on Sep 23, 2014

This article is brief but a good read. Hope it helps! Blessings to you! http://www.shepherdpress.com/teach-your-daughters-to-fear-god-not-men/

Anonymous | on Sep 24, 2014

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