God bless u!! Hang on to Jesus, I highly suggest to pray The Holy Rosary

Plz know that God is in control. Dont give up. He is even in control of the devil who is troubling us.

Dear Lord
i too understand this very well as i too have this problem Help Your Hold Chlld in Christ Jesus and i Oh Lord and anyone else to hold to You and You Alone Oh Lord in Jesus Name i pray