Prayer Request


Father God I don't know where else to turn. I have to talk to you. I know you know my pain. I have fallen in love with a married man. I have never slept with this man nor went on a date with him, as I am waiting until marriage. We worked together & just being around each other all day & learning each other, I fell. Hard. He was my dream/ideal man. This man was pursuing me. He told me he was interested in a relationship. He lied about being married. The truth is that I knew he was married, so I ignored his advances in pursuit of a relationship. I slipped up once, but my conscious pulled me back. Once he came clean for himself, I cut him off. He would sit with me during lunch at work, & we would chat. His current relationship & marriage is falling apart, but Lord that doesn't make it right. I cut him off completely over a month ago. He still tries for attention through others & he asks about me. I DON'T want to be in love with this man. AT ALL. I don't want to think about him. People keep bringing him up, I keep hearing his name & small reminders are starting to make me think that Satan is tempting me. Please God, make all these feelings go away. I refuse to tell him how I feel out of respect for his wife. I pray for their marriage. That they fix it, but mostly I pray for him. That you heal him & show him that seeking other women outside of his marriage is wrong. Turn his eyes to his wife, Lord. Keep my mind occupied, Lord. I haven't spoken to him & don't plan on it, but that doesn't mean I don't hurt. I honestly feel I met my soul-mate but we will never be together. Even if he was available, I still can't because of the sin of adultery in being with a divorced man. I want my OWN man. A husband that is mine & no one else's. I never want to get divorced after marriage & I wouldn't be able to live with being married to a divorced man with the weight of sin weighing on my head & heart everyday.
Lord, please don't send me a man just to fill a void. Let him be who you want for me. I'm so terrified of dying without having a chance to repent. Hell is such a scary thought. Lord, forgive my soul. I DON'T want to be in love with him at all. Please make the feelings go away. I've never had a boyfriend, never been in a relationship, never had sex, but I've had my heart-broken. It hurts so bad to feel like I don't deserve a genuine love of my own. Please take the pain away, Lord. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.



by Tia

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I also will pray that the man's marriage will be restored. I'm sorry you have been through that. With time you will be healed from the feelings that you had from this man. A Godly woman like you will find the right man. Pray for patience.

Nick | on May 15, 2014

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