Prayer Request


Dear heavenly father i confess that Ive been rebellious, arrogant inconsiderate, selfish and spiteful to family friends & work colleagues. I want to repent of this behaviour and seek your forgiveness for my unthoughtful actions. Please mend these things so that I am happy and comfortable around all three.
I don't know why I have these dips everything is fine for a while, and then in a short time I can ruin everything Ive built up so far. This cycle makes me wonder whether I am truly saved sometimes or ever have the ability to grow as a Christian, as I feel as though I were in a worse off position than when I started pursuing this Christian life. In that I behave more badly know than I ever did before, I know it shouldn't be this way. Ive been skeptical over the years but really starting to wonder whether or not I may actually be possessed by evil spirits. Over 12 years ago was when a pastor said so then I was an atheist, my mother thinks I am influenced by spirits, a different pastor 3 years ago thought so and even a close Christian friend suggested the bondage breaker book for me. In jesus name cast out any unclean spirits holding up residence in this vessel.
I have prayed previously about my anxiety and depressed feelings and know in myself that you have healed me of these. By Your power & grace you've strengthened me. I now also pray for your joy and peace for those Ive hurt & for myself also.
As I really don't understand why I do the opposite of what I initially set out to do, being highly conflicted between two mindsets. I wish I lived my life as the person who is praying to you now and not the other that hurts everyone, stresses me and destroys plans. I definitely can relate to jeckell and Hyde story.
Jesus I know how I am currently living is not your will for my life, I ask for your healing from any demons or schizophrenic mental disorders, and a change to wholeheartedly repent of the way Ive behaved up to this point.
Purify my body, soul, mind and above all my heart. Let your will be done and for me to obediently with humility and patience accept it. In jesus name I pray amen.



by Anonymous

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My friend it cud be that now that you are a Christian you more aware of the way you behave towards others! The devil is a liar and if he see you have thoughts he will jump right in to your life to confuse you! Now if you think your possed go get help or if you have mental issues get help but usally people with those problems never notice them! Just get help! God bless you!

Ibis Y. Colon | on Jan 22, 2013

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