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My past is haunting me. My innocence was taken at a very young age not even double digits. My mom said she would protect me but She allowed the same person back into our home and it happened again. I had to grow up around him until I left the house to be with my husband. I told my sister what happened for the first time in 20 years and she told me I was being a drama queen. My mom now wants nothing to do with me. She said she doesn't want me at her funeral. I don't want to live anymore. I never saw a counselor I remember my mom convincing me not to press charges. It's because it was her boyfriends brother a man whom she is still with. Even he tried something on me but he cried to me and asked for forgiveness and she still with him. I just want to be in heaven with my father. I don't know how I can go on with my life so ready to give up. I am so lonely and I don't want to be like this my kids deserve a normal mom. I don't want them to see me cry. I would never commit the s word but at times I don't even want to wake up. Lord is the only thing keeping me in their, but I'm getting weak and tired. Please pray for me andy kids. Thank you Jesus for my kids they are they only thing besides you keeping me going. But don't let me give up I'm so ready to give up.



by Anonymous

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Sorry for tmi I just have noone to turn to no money or Insurance for a therapist. Sorry

Anonymous | on Sep 09, 2012

May the Lord will send you angels to heal your Soul

Tata | on Sep 09, 2012

Your story breaks my heart. I'm so sorry to hear about your situation. You DO need to see a therapist though. Is there a college where you live? They often have counseling centers where you can be seen at a very reduced rate or even free. You should do it for your children's sake. Good luck and may God provide you with a good therapist. Amen.

Sunny | on Sep 09, 2012

Thank you Tata & Sunny. I could have sworn I removed this post. But I appreciate the prayers and I will for sure look into a college for a therapist. That gives me hope! God bless you!

Anonymous | on Sep 09, 2012

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