Lord,
I feel lost. I hate everything I'm a very unhappy person. Lord any normal person would be content with the life I have. I have evrything I could possibly need but I have always been unhappy. Lord today someone killed themselves they burned themselves on purpose. God i can't say the thought of me "accidently" crashing has not crossed my mind, it does everyother day. But I dont own this life you do and that is what keeps me from doing it. Father I do not deserve your help or mercy but Lord I'm lost and I don't know how to find my way back. I need you Lord! I need you so bad!
God feels your pain...continue to reach out to him when you feel so hopeless