Dear God: thank you for the strength you gave me today when i had to sing. Its so scary but so rewarding to step out of my tiny comfort zone. I see why you made adrenaline for us. I wish though that i could be more adventurous. I feel like everybody sees as this willing-to-do-anything kind of person but you and i both know im really not. I have so many fears - and they all revolve around me failing somehow. I wish i could be ok with just doing my best instead of thinking i need to be THE best - i debilitate myself by thinking that way. God, give me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change and to accept myself for who i am. Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou. Goodnight. Amen.