Prayer Request

Lord, i sit here in the floor of my room, asking for forgiveness, forgive me for lying to the Elders, & making excuses to not attend Church. Forgive me for the lies & excuses that i have been making for the past months. I feel terrible inside & out. Honestly i continue to feel lost. I dont know if im worthy for you, worthy too keep all your commadments. Forgive me for feeling the way i do. Forgive me for being a complete failure in life, forgive me for giving up on my Bap on Augh 13th.... i really want to get baptized.. lord more then anything. But i sufer & worry about not following threw w the commandments like going to church.... i didnt think it would bethis hard for me to go to church but it is. So lord if there is any hope for me still. I pray that you give me the strength to go to church, & so being soo stubburn... & above everything lord i pray for the Elders im soo thankful youve sent them too teach me about the Gospel. Bless their hearts & i pray that they find a space in their heart to forgive me for my stubborness & lies.... i dont want tooo fall into depression again lord. Youve blessed me soo much & im soo thankful for everything. I might not be in the position i want to b in life right now lord... but i know that you will lead me to the right path. Please dont give up on me lord. I want to live my life as a failure & i sure cannot doo this alone w out you. You are the only one that knows me only one who knows my struggles in life. Let tempatation not affect me, let me fight temptation lord. For i want too live peacefully. I worry sometimes that it will be to late for me too b w u in heaven lord i worry about it all the times. I dont want too feel like im not worthy but thats honestly how i feel. The sister missonaries gave up on me cus i was too hard headed.... now i pushed the elders away.... slowly i am loosing everyboy tat is trying to help me lord. Why? Do i do those things? & then feel guiltyyyyyy. Ashamed.... a failure..... i am lonely lord. For i have choosen this onto myself... but i need your help cus i dont want to be lonely anymore. Hear me out lord for i give my whole heart onto you... in jesus name i pray amen

by Brazilianlady

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Stay strong God hears ur heart... U are not a failure.. U're just not in da place Jesus have fa u but as soon as u get where u belong u shall blossom like a rose. Se'lah

Street Pastor | on Aug 07, 2011

He will never leave you nor forsake you.

Anonymous | on Aug 07, 2011

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