God will lead you to the right decision. It will probably not be an easy way any way you choose to go. As a mother of five, who started when I was 19, and now has three of her own children - one with an anxiety disorder - and two stepchildren (one with Downs and one with ADHD) - I can tell you that children are never easy, but always a blessing! Broken families and parents who don't see the kids or have partial custody...all are hard situations, as is being pregnant and becoming a mother when you are young. You have made the right first step by praying for guidance! I am also praying for you. God will always be there, working all things for the good of those who love him! Take courage!