Damien, i'am so sorry tohear what you are going through. I can't relate to the stroke you had , but i relate to the HIV. In 1991 my Dad died from Aids. My stepmom has the HIV Virus. About 4 years ago my younger brother was diagnosed with HIV Virus. So far i'am okay. Out here in Southern California i do the Los Angels 6.2 mile walk in honor of my Dad, stepmom & my brother & though i don't know you i will do it in honor of you. I'am so very very sorry. You need to trust in & have Faith in God. God can heal you. If you need to talk or need prayer please email me at [email hidden from spammers] & you can email me anytime, anyday, no matter the hour. Don't let depression take over your life. I'am here id you need someone to talk to. And especially do not let the stroke or HIV take over you living out your life. My heart feels your pain & cries out for you. God Loves you & is always with you.. i'am here & so is god. He will never leave you nor forsake you. God Bless You! Your in my prayers.
In Christ Jesus,
Danielle

There are many, many, people who just don't know if they have a disease or infection, none of us know even what the next minute may bring. Only God knows and He has a plan for each and every one of us. May God bless you and annoint you with His healing Love. May he send His Holy Spirit to comfort and strengthen you.