I need prayer! I am thinking of divorcing my husband. I love him but we have hurt each other so much that he nor I have any trust. A love letter from his so called friend and lies to protect her prompted me to cheat. Even though the letter/cheating happened over 5 years ago the hurt still feels fresh. I hate that I did cheat because of this. I should have just left then. He says he love me. I think its out of convenience because we live in my moms home and he has nowhere to go. Im just still so hurt! Please God help me through this!!