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Lord please forgive me for I have been having suicidal thoughts, I wake up every morning thinking of ways to kill myself. Everywhere I go everyone is getting married, having children, or buying their first home. I am 25 and still living at home, my jobs never pay enough for me to save anything, I keep getting turned down for higher paying jobs, my schedule interferes with going back to college, I havent been on a date in five years, I am already balding and I am only five feet five inches tall. I dont even have a car. I feel inferior to almost every male peer I have, female bisexuality and ****ism are high and I fear that if I ever were to meet someone, she would leave me for either man or woman. I girl left me in the past for another guy and the girl after that turned out being a ****. I am always teased and attacked by friends and family, I gain weight very easily due to my genetics. I push myself all the time but, Whenever I feel that something is going to change, it only gets worse or stays the same. I have tried to hold on, keep my chin up, and trust in youand be grateful for what I do have but I feel as if I cant do it anymore. I feel like nothing is going to change for me, that there is for me to live for. I always feel emotional pain or am asleep. Please forgive me for my depression.



by Jesus "jesse" F.

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.god is only puttin yu through test, yu have tu go through the rough an tuff and stay trustin in god no matter what an never doubt his word,so let all the bad thoughts go and just live happy alone and watch all your blessings come down on you.

valicia | on Mar 31, 2011

Jessie,
I completely understand more than you know. I tried to take my life twice for the very same reasons, I'm not just saying that. I suffer from depression also. I want to urge you not to take the easy way out. You will not understand how many people will you and ache at your death. I wake everyday and cling to Gods promise with everything I have. I'm 40 and I had to move back home due to my drinking, drug and financial problems. I'm sober now, alive and I have a chance to live. Realistically I will never get married, have kids or be wealthy, but will have eternal life and will live knowing Satan didn't win the suicide struggle. Please hang on, I want you to live and I don't even know you.

derek | on Mar 31, 2011

You have a hope and a future this is Gods promise to you. You are unique for a reason and God does not make mistakes. When I prayed for you I got two pictures the first was lightning. Which to me symbolizes Gods power and Authority. I sensed that the Lord wants to remind you that he is the highest authority and your war is not with flesh and blood. So begin to take authority over the spirit of death in your life. Rebuke that thing and proclaim your kingdom authority. The next picture I recieved was of a kangaroo with a baby in it's pouch. How unique is that animal! That picture to me represents how God is keeping close to him and in a pouch or situation for a purpose but that in due season you will out grow that pouch and be released into greater things. Have faith and know that God is that. Pouch and he is nursing you and protecting you even though you can't see it. Trust him, he will never leave you or forsake you and your tomorrows with have great strength and power behind them. You are resilant and powerful! I will close by reminding you that God has not given you a spirit of fear but one of power love and a sound mind!
Peace

Anonymous | on Mar 31, 2011

Plz hang n there Jesse GOD WILL MAKE AWAY FOR U KEEP GOD FIRST N UR LIFE EVERYTHING ELSE WILL FOLLOW.DON'T GIVE UP

A child of God | on Mar 31, 2011

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