Very sad. You kids come first and the lord will see that you are a women and we are strong and beautiful let him goooooo and let that lord in he will give someone that is good for you and your child good luck.

I spent a few years desperately trying to make the wrong man the right man for me. now I can see God didn't answer my prayers because he had someone much better for me. it was so hard at the time for me to believe that though.... thank goodness God took that man away from me. I learned to be an honorable single mom totally dependent on God and then out of the blue He gave me a man that I didn't have to worry about, or try to make better...I pray God will quiet your worry and give you peace and strength.