Alan, my name is Danielle & as i woke up here at 4:00am that it is i saw your prayer requests that & I felt compelled to say answer your prayer by saying you need to follow Jesus & to trust hime he will will lead you in the right direction. Just turn to God & ask him in what direction u should go into & he will point u in that direction. I can't tell you which way that u will go but I can tell you to love God with all your heart, soul, mind & know that he will show you where or you to go into. Alan i have a prayer email set up for people to send me their prayer requests & i will answer them by me praying for them. My prayer email is [email hidden from spammers] & you can email me anytime, anyday, no matter what the hour. Please don't get discouraged if I don't answer you right away it just means that I'm probably busy, but just know that i will always get back to you. Please Trust G have faith in God. I'm just kinda courious though that is something else more is going on for you to ask this question. Alan please spend time in your bible & seek him for his direction . He will get you through this & let you know where you are supposed to go.He will not leave you nor forsake u. He is a loving God who loves u soooooooooooooo much & wants to see happy & to grow nore with him. Follow that yellow brick road & you will see your treasures lying in his hands as The Lord is waiting for you to seek him & tell him all that you want to know. Love only him Alan & he will provide your answers. I'm here for you if you need prayer. God Bless You Alan! Your in My Prayers! In christ Jesus, Danielle~ remember anytime please email me if you need to. And if you just need to talk email me at [email hidden from spammers]