Lord, as you know i lost a very dear friend this past week..although i hadnt seen him in so many years, i am still hurting tremendously...he was the one person in my life that has ever understood me, and i always had the hope in my heart that we would be reunited, and i would get a chance to tell him how sorry i am for what happened the last time we were together.....I know that someday i will still have that chance, i just have to wait until you call me home...i am living with huge regret, and i need to somehow find peace! Please also be with his parents, brother, wife, and two small children. This has to be so heartbreaking for them..i know that they are strong christians, but turning to you would still be hard when you lose someone so young...please help them find comfort in the memories, and let them realize the huge impact their son/husbands smiling face had on so many people! I know that he had a hard time finding his path in life...and Lord i know that he is so finally happy and content now with you, please tell him how much he meant to me and how he was loved by so many! I loved him so much and he was the best friend i ever had...thank you for putting him in my life even if only for a season! i am more determined than ever to continue my journey which will eventually lead me home with you, where all my loved ones will be waiting to welcome me!! Give me the strength to listen to your will and plan for my life...and help me to always strive to serve you and show you through everything i do...and to every person you put in my life...Let my legacy be as awesome as his has shown to be!! Only in your name i pray!
Your honesty and pain has truly moved me. You will have that chance one day to see him again. I'm sure your friend in heaven truly knows now how much you care and I'm sure he's got a smile on his face.
Thank you so much for that...
bornagain4ever | on Aug 04, 2010