I pray God takes away your pain and guides you through this storm. If you attend a church check to see if they offer divorce recovery ministries. It may help to have others who are in the same situation to help see you through. Also there is a song that relates to your situation called A Time For Letting Go by michael bolton. It talks about learning to let go of love and moving on and realizing there is something better in store. Trust in His plan and timing and soon you will see everything will fall into place the way its supposed to. You will get through this and be able to move on.