I will pray for you and God will change your life.

John the Baptist was killed for his faith. God is there but so is the devil. God makes it clear that believers will not all have easy lives. That you are suffering only proves that the devil knows you are a person that God has plans for and he(the devil) will do anything to shake your faith. There are many more Christians in this world that are suffering as bad or worse than u are. And there are others that are suffering less. You must remember that without struggle there is little appreciation for triumph. Continue to seek comfort thru him in prayer and we will pray with and for you.