I'm hoping that whatever it is that your going through you get through it...

Hey my name is Tela if u need sumone to talk to hit me up and trust u r never alone [email hidden from spammers]

If you only knew how wonderfully you were made. Your soul is worth a thousand worlds. Believe me, there is nothing wrong with you. The devil is just trying to discourage because you are getting closer to God by praying and the devil does not want you to know your real purpose because he sees a light inside of you that he does not want you to see. You do not have to feel anything to know that God is hearing you. You have five senses but they are only to be used to be on this Earth. But you have a Sixth sense inside of you and it is called faith to contact your supernatural living eternal God. I looked for God for a long time and was depending on my five senses but then realized that I all I had to do was pray to God which was already inside of me as He is in you. Do not listen to your mind. Dig down real deep inside your soul and speak to God from your heart. Do not tell God how big the storm is, tell the storm how big your God is. Keep pressing like a Lily flower through all the darkness and you will see the sun (SON).

The devil tells us things another ourselves and our circumstance that r just not true. He's the one telling you that there is nothinfg or you to live for. The devil attacks you by bombarding your mind with a cleverly devised pattern of little nagging thoughts, suspicions, doubt n fears. He knows what's going on in your life and knows what bothers you most. Remember, God is not the only on paying attention to what your doing and what you believe. The devil knows your insecurities, your weaknesses and your fears. He's telling you that God doesn't care about you.. most likely because of something you did. God already knows about it - he ain't worried about what you did. He's worried about you. You are his child. He loves you and wants to kiss the hurt and make it better... just like any true parent would. Everytime you feel down or like ending your life, visualize the devil... he's in your heart.. tell him to get out cause you don't hear anything he's gotta say. He's a liar. Tell him you believe what your father told you. Your father told you he knows all about you.. down to every head on your head... now, ask yourself, who but a dad would know that. Now, if you are to down to pray, just think about him. If you CA t focus or you are having trouble believing that God cares about you, ask him to bless your disbelief. Come on saints, our brother/sister is in trouble. We know our Dad is sure to hear us if we all Cal on him together... our father, who art in heaven Holy

Please forgive my typos! To the saints..the Lords Prayer may be in order.. God bless