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Friends? I barely remember, I remember giving and giving until it hurt I'm there for you but your not there for me but I made it work. Anything you need I gave it to you, place to stay, eat, food in your mouth, clothes on you back, fixing cars, going out of my way! Having your back. I never changed, I treated all my friends the same because I loved you it didn't matter if the love was one sided. One day my eyes opened and what did I see? people I'd do anything for cursing my name, bitting my back doing me dirty, treating me like ****, kick me in the dirt, cutting my throat for a bitch, I gave clothes to your kids! Smile in my face and when im not around all you hear is hate. Pushing me to drink trying to understand and relate to how you could possibly treat me this way. But the answer was clear I was empty and I needed love. To feel love i needed to do whatever I can I almost got myself killed over and over, now Im glad that the b.s is over and my life's on track one person was always there having my back you can't see him but you can feel his power. He bought me out of my darkest hour saved me from death, killing, myself wishing I would die, blasheming his name. Wallowing in hurt. Self pity and pain and now I'm the apple of his eye this has to be true I might not be **** to you but I know this to be true because there's no reason for me to be here! Drunk driving, getting high, causing accidents never knew that I would be anything but he keeps his word I'm trying to stick Close to him because I know how I hurt him but everything comes back to you full circle because the same thing people was doing to me I was doing to him. He kept reaching out to me saving my life over and over, I used to turn my back push him off! Oh, I'll pray later. I wouldn't even think about following a commandment. Help someone else? Nah, i was just out for myself. He bought me out and built me up I never knew I could make it so far, he even showed me his ways and taught me the greatest lesson of all. That's forgive and not judge unless its a righteous judgement to build and edify because he could have left me to die in my sins but he didn't.  Much is required of whom much was given and the price of my  salvation is priceless.



by Anonymous

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