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Father in Heaven he doesn't understand what's inside of me the pain and the reasons. He only understands that he knows that I'm hiding something so he tries to put things together and he thinks I'm lying but I'm not. He's just putting things together wrong. Now we've broken up again and it's time for me to tell him everything every painful thing but he needs to really listen and not stop me when I cry. Because then God with your help he will understand that what he is sensing is what I'm saying and not what he's putting together. God he needs to understand that job was just the description was told to me wrong and it was to physically hard on me I was in pain and I couldn't move by the end of the night. Somehow I just feel in my heart that that's not the reason why he's upset with me though. I think he's upset with life. I keep praying. God every night I pray protect Richard and my relationship. Protect Richard and his brother and let their place come available sooner so they're not struggling living in a motel waiting for some land lord who's taking forever or to let them find a new place. God please touch his heart to love me and to give me time with him alone which we do not get to reveal everything to him and let him believe what I tell him. Let him believe that I haven't fallen off the path and that I have a back-up plan. Let him believe in you that there's something out there for me. And also let me get this job working at the daycare. And for some reason he doesn't believe that I worked in daycare for 20 years and then I was self-employed for 10. He doesn't believe and I don't understand why because I said to both of them I had been self-employed for years. What does any of that matter anyway why do I always have to prove myself and it never works out anyway. Please take this mistrust away from him and renewal us with a new and loving relationship towards each other. I really am on path. I may have slipped off for a second because it's naivety but show him by giving me this job at the daycare center that I am on path. And let me take care of myself or find a roommate situation where I can take care of myself but definitely my current roommate has to go because it's causing trouble in my relationship with Richard. Please I know I was mad and I know we both said things but let us both forgive and really start over and stop acting like a bunch of children and give us the foundation to a strong relationship. And help me find a way to not be so naive and believe everything I hear. We need help in our relationship. Please let Richard suggest that we meet with his pastor or mine and we talked things over and get counseling of some sort any sort to save our relationship. I'm tired of all the ups and downs and I think it's the same thing that Stacy and her man went through and when they went and saw the pastor they're in such a beautiful relationship now.



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