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Lord Jesus I haven't showered in a week. Act least I think it's been a week. It could be longer. I stopped keeping track. I've been laying in the bed all week -this I know for sure. I haven't cleaned up I have candy wrappers all around the dresser and on the floor. I barely picked up my beloved Bible for this week. You know I love you and I always read the Bible. This is the longest in my depression that I have gone without reading your word. I wish the bad side effects from the medication would just leave my body permanently and so the blaspheming voice in my head that I never had before would stop. Of course I'm never going to tell the doctor that I'm still suffering from my torment. Why? So they cannot label me with psychosis! So I can have more labels and be scorned and rejected and be called even more crazy named and be formed and morphed into this crazy person that everyone wants me be! I hate mental illness. I hate psychiatrists. I really want to say I hate people but lord you know I love them. I just need you to help me to learn how to act around them instead of speaking my mind and pushing people away. Jesus they just don't understand, and the more I try to explain the more absurd I sound. So I just don't and when I don't and I do things they question me and react and run away because they can't understand. Lord Jesus help me and deliver me from this hell of mine called mental illness and this personality disorder I suffer with. I believe God what you said. You said it is for a reason and for a season and lord I pray that this season will end soon. I'm so tired of this mess. Lord really I am tired. I just want to be free. Thank you Jesus for listening and hearing me in Jesus Christ name Amen!!!!

by Anonymous

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