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Dear Lord, Honestly, I feel so apart and distant from you, and I feel a little afraid of you I don't want to but I kinda do. I feel Lord that my heart is just so dark, angry, bitter, cold and careless. As well God, I feel deeply afraid of going to Hell, because I'm not entirely right with you and God I ever so want to be. I also feel God that if I even do or try, I'm afraid of loosing others in my life that and I'm afraid of being made fun of and being rediculed and condemned, But God isn't that what being a Godly person does? I feel so afraid and conflicted and I feel made to do the wrong thing and choices I make I feel God that I just get rejected for not making the choices others want me to make I don't understand God, why should I get hurt for choices I make even if they are good ones? God I still feel the calling to be a Spiritual Leader, but being so apart from you and distant from you, I feel it makes it really hard to do so. God I wanna be right with you and I wanna be close to you and I wanna drawn and be in a Godly relationship with you Lord, I wanna do these things I know and feel I'm called to do and I also feel and know in my heart Lord, that I wanna do what you say which is Obey and Love you and love you more than anything that exists I want you God to be my guide my everything my all in all and I wanna be able to fearlessly do all these things Lord I also wanna be able to choose and to put you first as you are first in all things. Lord, I pray for your guidance, and for your help for your drawing, wisdom, I pray Lord that you'll help me get back to being on the right path to where you are and to remain strong on that path. I
Lord I seek your help as I really need you as I feel I can't go about this stuff alone please speak to me and my heart I need your wisdom and strength as I need your help. Help me Lord God in Jesus name I praise thank you and pray, Amen.

by Anonymous

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