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Dear Lord, I thank you for my time with B today. It wasnt like I originally thought it was going to be like but it was truly great. Help my heart... I am going to miss him. Im so depressed and lost. I am tempted to give up. God forgive me of my sins.. please spare me any humiliation and shame as I am really trying to change my promiscuity. I am just so lost and I feel so unloved... I am in soooo much pain. Im just trying to find someone to love me and to be here physically in my life to walk me through this mess of becoming independant completely alone and overcome trauma from my 22 year old lifetime of abuse.. I just.. am getting so tired. and I dont see any way out. and im scared because i know Ive done so many bad things and Im afraid everyone, my friends and family, are gonna find out things about me and call me a whore... or talk aboute behind my back. I feel my whole life is a losing battle. That there is no way I can fight or win and not even run away.. not anymore. Drugs, alchohol, sex... nothing from this world can take away this searing pain inside me that I carry everywhere. My stomach gets upset with anxiety every day of my life when I text certain people. I need a miracle. I need you to take all the negative people like J out of my life peacefully, I pray the money will come SOON so I can get a car and learn to drive and move out to my own place... I want B to fall in love with me as I have seem to of helplessly fall for him and need him. Dear God in heaven please hear my cry. If you are my Father lord, and I am your child, please hear me and send the holy spirit to answer my prayers. Because I am weak and my burden is heavy from any sins I have committed and situations in my life. And I truly dont know if I can go on much longer if I am so alone. The pain is too much and I want to just run away. I beg of you Lord. Amen



by Dino

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