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Dear Lord,
I want to thank you for this day. This day is the peace before the weekend where I will make many decisions. Please help me to make good ones. Please help me make it through any of my friends pressure to get drunk, any judging and blows to my self esteem. Lord, help me be a light to show them how you would love. Protect me from any hate or hurtful comments or back stabbing. I also know that if they do these things they aren't my friends so please peacefully remove them from my life if they do. Without bullying of hurting me. Without blackmail and slandering me for things they know about me because I trusted them too fast. And made mistakes in front of them when I got drunk and thought I was just being "myself" You know my heart and that I continually am sorry for my mistakes. Ive learned from them. You know how depressed I am lord. How hopeless and helpless I feel in my situation. I just wanted to feel beautiful and love and excitement. Its my " drug "when I feel I have nothing else to escape to. When Im tired of crying myself to sleep (when I finally do) when Im trapped and feel so alone and ugly and unwanted and tired. I am afraid of suicide because I dont want to go to hell, So I pray to you to take me home. I know its not an excuse, but I do those things when I am sad you didnt answer. I get into so much pain inside and outside and get physically so weak.. to me its everything to feel another person loving and touching me. Save me from meaningless promiscuity Father. Ive learned it does more harm than good on my own now. Makes me feel lonlier and used and truly ashamed. If I am meant to be on this earth, I just need someone who loves me. Truly loves me. And I think you've shown me someone wonderful. Please lead him to me if that is your will. Bless us if we are meant to be together. Guard my heart. And continue to help me gain independance so I can be the best for you, myself and B and so we can be together. I think I may be falling in love and if that is not of you, please help make it stop. Feels uncontrolable though. But I know you can do anything. I know I have asked for alot. Im just praying for you to continue showing me your glory and your deep love for your children. Thank you Jesus. Amen.



by Dino

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