I'm sorry I just come to you when things are not going good for me. I understand if you pass me up. I promise I won't hold it against you. I get that you help the good people. I still love you and I hope I get to see you someday. I tried. I love you God!
May our Heavenly Father bless you for your honesty & humility. Don't forget to repent of your sins & ask His forgiveness. Praise Him & thank Him daily. He loves you, & you are His child.