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Are you there god its me brandon. Haha I won't be laughing for long. I am having a depressing 2 weeks.between anger and frustration, i relieve myself with a nail from the wall.it doesnt open wounds as well as I prefer,but it will savice for now.internally I am struggling and my arms are starting to bare my emotions,also this does not meet my desire.I find that this issue will grow and consume me.as blood spills over I am relieved,while I hide myself in the dark.I understand that I am a pyscho now...seeing my "friends" laugh and smile,I find myself holding back tears,wishing I was like that.I know I laugh and smile,but at the end of the day I know that it is all fake just like myself and former friends.being reminded of this makes me wonder why I am even still alive..after a failed suicide attempt I realize if I were to succeed,I would be in a worse place than I am in now (i suck at writing)



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Sweetheart please know that everything will get better. In every dark tunnel there is a light. Things may seem bad now but hey will get better. Its not GODS PLAN TO TAKE U YET AND THAT'S WHY YOUR ATTEMPT FAILED. HE PUT US ALL HERE FOR A REASON. PLEASE DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID. I WISH I WAS THERE TO GIVE YOU A BIG HUG. AND TO HELP YOU BECAUSE I LOST MY AUNT TO SUICIDE AND IT HURTS SO BAD. IT IS A SELFISH ACT THAT ONLY HURTS THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE. THINGS WILL GET BETTER IN TIME AND YOU WILL THEN LOOK BACK AT THIS TIIME NOW AND SAY WOW IT WASN'T THAT BAD. I HAVE A BIG HEART AND FEEL FOR PPL SO PLZ I WOULD BE HURT IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO YOU. IF YOU NEED TO TALK I AM HERE TO LISTEN WITHOUT JUDGEMENT

missa | on Apr 28, 2010

Find a pastor or one you have. I had some trying myself and every time we talked, I was in tears of what I did. They have helped me and prayed for me. Be strong Christian follower. I too am here to listen with both ears and two shoulders to cry on. God bless you - :)

Christian soldier | on Apr 28, 2010

Dear heart, I honestly feel as though you are my twin..i felt the same things you do, except,i had a razor....but I only cut one time, to se if any one would notice...if you feel like talking, feel free.. I will listen

valeria 17 years old, and loving my Jesus | on Jul 02, 2010

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