Dear friend please look up these verses, it says the same thing u say, 2 Cor 5:2-4, Romans 8:22-23. If have faith, we will feel this way, tired of wrong doing and feeling isolated, but you're not alone!

Matthew 5:6 And all of Ecclesiastes

Sorry for writing so much, but this one is the best, John 16:20

Last one I promise - Ezekiel 9:4 Gods people grieve over detestable things of the world.

Some thoughts to ponder & hopefully turn to action.

Try working on your attitude & outlook. Instead of bemoaning your troubles & /or feeling sorry for yourself, try thanking God for any good thing you can think of - it's like counting your blessings. Make a habit of thanking God for things. It doesn't matter how small or insignificant seeming - just do it - the sound of birds chirping & singing, a cool glass of water, someone's smile, getting a stubborn lid off a jar, etc. After you've done this start thanking Him for your discomforts & troubles & asking Him to lead you & make you stronger & wiser through them as He helps you along. He wants us to turn to Him. He know we are imperfect & sinners. We may never understand why we experience the things we do, but God wants us to trust Him. It's hard to do when we feel deep grief &/or depression, but we must make the effort. So,make the effort - thank God for ALL things & Trust. Trust & faith go hand-in-hand..... Another thing is to pray for others - even people you don't like. God wants us to have compassion & help others - sometimes the only way & best way to help someone is to pray for them. You don't have to be specific (although it helps) - just ask God to help so & so - He knows all needs. Or you could pray that He bless so & so with whatever so & so needs &/or deserves most. Pray for those who place their requests/concerns here & be sure to click/tap the "Pray" button to show you have...... Obey God's Word. This should already be understood.... Ask God's forgiveness daily as we sometimes are disobedient & unaware of our transgressions..... Make these things a habit by doing them regularly. You may find your attitude improving & life may begin looking brighter.

As for the state of the world - well you can only do your part in your small area of it to help. It is mighty selfish of you to want God to take you out of it & leave your family to fend for themselves. If you think they'd be better off without you, then that tells me you see yourself as a loser, a quitter, a failure - And it signifies to God you no longer trust Him & have given up on faith. As the comments before mine imply - there will be disturbing things we will not like in the world. And it will get worse as we march onward towards the tribulations..... My brother in Christ, my prayer has gone up to our Heavenly Father on your behalf for Him to bless & help you.