Lord I'm doing so good with this.. It's been two weeks sober tomorrow, I feel I finally have victory, but satan is fighting me hard. Almost 6 years of self injury God it's so hard, the urges are so strong because i felt comfortable there, the anger, bitterness, sadness, it was so comfortable because i thought i had control but i didnt. But you came and changed my world, you drove a passion to help people in my soul down deep.. papa don't let me be comfortable, dont ever let me get that way again, move this mountain and these urges and move me in. Help me not be ashamed of the scars, I know they are a part of your plan papa, I need you tonight with this struggle, I know that in you I have victory and I claim it in the name of Jesus!! Thank you father, for everything, give me strength, it's strong tonight and I can't do it alone. I love you papa, amen.
That was a prayer strait from the heart Megan ,u don't ever have to get sober again just stay greatful and don't ever forget the pain n where u came from ,go to meetns n ask for help God works through people we are here to help n love one another .keep the lord deep in your heart .
Amen amen! God can change anything around. Just remember that he will never leave you nor forsake u!
ashley | on Apr 26, 2010Thank you guys :) your so amazing. God bless you.
CONGRATS Megan!! U stay strong cuz u alrdy have victory!!
SLManning | on Apr 26, 2010Continue to keep God first in yourife. P
Good job. Megan, I am so proud of you. Let me say this: no obastacle that cannot be over come stands in your way. With God, all things are possible.
Revan | on Apr 26, 2010I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me PHIlliPians 4:13 ,Megan I've been sober over two years through Gods grace ,we truly can do anything through Christ ,ive picked u to follow in ur prayers ,im going to pray for bro aswell
Thank you so much :) for the encouragement, I really needed it. It truely means a lot to know other people hve been there and that nothing is impossible. And thank you so much for your prayers!
Megan | on Apr 27, 2010Your welcome! We are all brothers n sisters in Christ our job here on earth is to help and love one another . U,ll do fine just stay prayer full ,n be active in your recovery:)