Dear God,
I dont feel blessed by u anymore. Im so angry that I have this type of monster of a husband and I dont feel near u at all. Hes a ticking time bomb over little things and im sick of it. I cant take this. I wish something would make it right. Nothing i say or pray changes anything for the better. No one can help me. Just when i think things will be ok theyre not. Maybe everything is my fault. I feel sad that this site is the only thing that brings comfort to me because everyone else doesnt understand. I dont want to feel anything. Just numb me to everything God because its the only way to make the hurt go away. I dont want to feel scared, i dont want to cry anymore, i dont want to feel weak i dont want to hate or love i dont want to feel i dont want to believe in this marriage, i dont want to be tested i dont want this terrible husband.
by BlessedByGodAlways
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