Prayer Request


God I'm so sorry. I'm angry and disappointed in myself. I don't trust you and love you above all else. My lack of faith in your love disgusts me utterly. I'm a terrible servant because I'm constantly betraying my master, stabbing him in the back, and hiding my faith and love for him to join the world and be in its love. But I only have sorrow and remorse and beg for your forgiveness just to stab you in the back yet again. I'm no better than judas who sold Jesus, sweet innocent Jesus for thirty pieces of sliver! I despise my nature and deeply desire a change within my heart dear lord. Hold me close and steal away my guilt. Pick me up and give me faith in your love. Let your grace wash over me. Open my eyes to see that this world was never meant for me to fit into! Show me how to turn from my wicked ways and give me strength to hold on to your everlasting love! I need your light to guide me out of the darkness I have willingly wandered into an lost myself in! Help me stop chasing the love tho world has tricked me into desiring. Wash me white as snow and let me lead others from this dark plague that captures lights to blind the rest of the world. Give me wisdom so that I may discern right from wrong as my soul begins to glow in your hands once again. Please give me the strength to forgive others and help them along their deliverance from their evils and demons. Let me show them your mercy through the way I love my life. I really want to change my ways so I beg for the freedom only you can give. Please give your peace to my soul and never let me forget what you've done for me! Hold my heart in your hands and keep it forever. Never let me question your existence and catch me when I start to slip. Let me lead a respectable life and set a proper example for others to follow so that I may lead them to Jesus. Help break the chains of sin and shame. So that I can become your slave eternally. Never leave my side because I'm in agony when I can't feel you near. I would rather hear your disappointed chastisings as your child than an adult lost and deaf to your loving voice. Never leave my heart, and if I try to run, let all your angels and close servants hold me back and place chains upon me so that I may never again be without you! I want nothing more than to be with you in your presence. Use me and make me obey your every command. Tame my defiant heart with you love and wisdom. Calm my anger with your soothing reminders of my own inadequacies, and how you graciously forgave me. Save my soul because it was always yours. Help me to love you above all else, and guide me to turn my back on this world that just keeps me wanting. Let me aid your salvation over others that struggle as I have, so that their soul may have the satisfying peace your unfailing love brings.



by Anonymous

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Trust that God loves you unconditionally. He does.
And....you are human- we all have fallen short of the glory of God.
Don't be too hard on yourself.
God bless you.

Michael ATX | on Nov 22, 2013

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