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Why does everyone seem to want to tell me that I need to get married. That has never been placed on my heart. I have no desire to marry. Maybe I've just lost my faith and I'm choosing to be bitter now that I've had another failed attempt at medically assisted conception. I won't do something just because someone else says I should try it. If God loved me he would put me out of my misery; take my life. If being a single Christian woman wanting to be a mother is not what God wants for me, fine. Take my life then. Because I've only wanted to be a mother. I have only one ovary and have spent over 30k in fertility treatments, but seem to only produce immature eggs. What have I done so wrong to deserve this? I can't qualify to adopt and have no desire to be married. I've had faith even through my previous failures. This is too much for me to handle. I have a dead-end job with no growth opportunities. I'm miserable there everyday and I'm the fall guy for everyone's problems. I can't find another job. I'm living through hell. I am done. Please pray for death to come for me...God have mercy on me. Amen.



by Anonymous

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