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I just had a very nasty arugment with someone i thought was a friend. She and I have known each other for nine years. Things have been progressively declining between us and each falling out is worse than the last. I have been at fault at times like she has, yet i can admit when i'm wrong. I know how to drop things and not hold that against her when other times arise where we don't see eye-to-eye, but she holds those past transgressions against me. If i acted or responded a certain way in the past, she assumes i will always do it. Though that isn't the case. There is no reasoning with her and no compromise. Either her way or no way at all. Today she told me i need help b/c i was offended by her saying b/c of my brother's age, he couldn't possibly always be happy. Who wouldn't get offended. Perhaps i am just hurting from the fact that my family is struggling to keep the bills paid and the fact that i feel like a burden living as an adult with my parents. Whatever it may be, i know i need help. Not from man, but from my savior. Only God can heal my wounds. Only God can take away the bitterness i harbor. Only God can take away my dire financial burden and that of my family. I'm doing all i can to help my family, but with 53k in student loan debt, how can i do much? I've stopped eating more than a meal a day, cut down on how many times a day i bathe, i stay in my room when not at work in order to keep from being a reminder of how i can do little to help out. I hate that i am conflicted about desiring both men and women. I am conflicted about whether or not to hate my cousin who molested me or just hate myself. Please God, i am so tired of crying and struggling to be the person you want me to be. Tired of praying for my own death. I fear an early death b/c of these issues killing me inside. Please deliver me from the threshold of darkness father. Amen



by Anonymous

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