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Lord why have i always been attracted to men and women? I hate that i feel as i do. I was raised with deep spiritual and religious values. I know what the Bible says about laying with someone of the same gender. I have tried since i was 7 years old to surpress my desires to be with women. I've known it was wrong and avoided it for 27 years. Now after nearly marrying the only man I've ever dated, I find myself once again struggling to avoid acting upon things i'm not sure others will support. I have never loved myself fully. I didn't choose to be as I am. I honestly want to not be me. I'm not sure if i have been this way since my female cousin began molesting me at 7 or not, but i hate it. I don't like to be around her and I have never told anyone what she did to me. Dear Lord please help me. I live in my own personal hell daily. I want to be loved and cared for by a life partner. I want to not hate myself...



by Anonymous

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Im sorry you feel scared and alone. But your not alone. Other people out there are struggling with the same feelings too. My suggestion is dont get married if your whole heart isnt in it. And if you dont want to tell a family member what this cousin did to you, seek a therapist. Take time to get to know yourself.. your true self.. because how can you give yourself to another without knowing who you are? Things will be okay:) God loves us all, and he will never reject you!

Monica | on Jun 21, 2013

Dear God let this person that you love them in their confusion and you hate the evil that happened to her! God send her a life partner who loves you and her! Take away desires that aren't of you and place new desires in her heart. She is crying out to you!! You are so good bring your healing and peace!!!'''' Amen!!! Thank you Jesus.

Prayerworker | on Jun 21, 2013

God loves you!

Prayerworker | on Jun 21, 2013

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