Prayer Request

Please help me forgive the harsh words and coldness my ex said to me. I don't understand what's wrong with him. Why does he hurt me so bad when I was the only one there? I stayed when he wanted to be alone bc he doesn't like "depending" on people. He won't open up. I have to let him go. He changed. Help me Father. The words keep replaying in my head. I want to let it go. I want to let him go but I can't. Help me to. He's been so hot and cold since his friends were murdered a few months ago. I refuse to apologize and fix us when it wasn't me like I usually do. Everytime I talk about how he treats me he's either promising he'll do better or the next moment he's "over it". I take the coldness! I take it! Not him. I love him and care for him. I try to make it my duty to make him smile everyday. Why am I the one taking the lashes he gives out. I know he doesn't like talking about it, but he's been through so much Lord. Please soften his heart. Have mercy on him for hurting me. If I can help him, bring him back to me to turn him closer to you Lord. If not, then teach me to let it all go. All 4 years I've loved this man. He's changing back into the guy I ran from years ago. I'm so scared for him Lord. You've always had vengeance on those who hurt me, please, show him his wrongs and help soften his heart. I beg of you. Help me Lord. Its been over 2 weeks. I'm still so hurt. I love him Lord. But if I need to let go? Please HELP Father God. Bless me Jesus. I need your glory. I need a miracle. I need your love. I NEED YOU NOW GOD. I trust you. I do. Everyone says I deserve better, but only you know what I truly need. Show me. Guide me. I love you Lord. Teach me to love myself more Father. Please. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

by Anonymous

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Do not let his life sorrow and anger bring you down. Love the person but hate the sin... Just remember to live for Jesus and have faith that he will provide.. I am so very sorry that this has happened to you and I will be praying for you!

Anonymous | on Apr 30, 2013

Thank you. And you're very right. I appreciate this greatly.

Anonymous | on Apr 30, 2013

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Anonymous | on May 02, 2013

Thank you. I needed that.

Anonymous | on May 03, 2013

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